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I'm no where's near done adding stuff but it's a start. :) That's pretty much where i'll be from now on.

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So when i'm depressed I write. I guess I was really depressed lately. heh.

I've written a bit of everything. Nothing completely done yet but to throw titles out there, Three Words, High, SHS. Just a few i've written on.

I've also had a million new ideas but i've decided from here on out if I get a new idea i'm going to warp it into a one shot because I really don't wanna start any new fics. But these ideas just nag at me like crazy!

Saying that, i wrote a new fic last night. :S I don't know where it came from but it's here ~~~> http://www.freewebs.com/xjmarit/newfic.htm

After writing it - and i honestly just wrote and had no idea where it was going until the end - I figured it would be a funny sex charged teacher/student fic. But toi stay true to my new ideas only being one shots thing.. now I don't know. But that's the beginning. I'm figuring one of the guys on it will be the leading man. Who knows, i guess we'll see in time.

What do ya think of it?

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Also, there's gonna be a trory smutshot heading your guys way in a little bit. Here's a teaser:

Seven Days.

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"...So all I'm trying to say is..."

I want you so bad right now, babe.

"...I really like you so I thought maybe we could..."

Go find an empty classroom and tear each others clothes off.

"...I don't know, go to the movies sometime and then after we could..."

See how many positions are possible in my crowded back seat.

"...Get something to eat and I guess we'll see where it goes from there."

Sex. Sex. Sex. SEX!

Rory Gilmore stared at the guy in front of her, an eyebrow quirked at him while trying to hold back a laugh.

"Okay, now tell me how many times you thought about sex while saying that." She crossed her arms and let a smirk that held more evil than anything else slide across her face.

He glared.

"What was that?" she asked, mockingly. "I didn't hear you."

"Okay okay. Only every other line." Tristan rolled his eyes and at Rory's triumphant laugh grabbed her around the waist, spinning her until her back was against his locker and lowered his lips till they were just centimeters from hers. "But that wasn't exactly fair," he said, pressing his body to hers, smirking at the way her body squirmed against his and her pulse started to race.

"I think it was." Rory countered, knowing she sounded breathy but couldn't help it. Every nerve ending in her body always seemed to come alive when he even entered the same room as her. When he was like this, touching her body to body... she couldn't even explain how she felt.

Tristan clucked his tongue and shook his head before letting his tongue trace his lips slowly, his eyes growing a bit darker as he watched Rory's eyes follow the movement, her own tongue darting out to moisten her own.

"It wasn't fair. Because all I could think about as soon as you told me to say that thing about the movies was that one time when the theater was practically empty and we had that back row all to ourselves and you got bored with the movie and suddenly were at my feet and..."

Rory slapped a hand over his mouth and let out a gasp, feeling his hot breath against her palm as he laughed underneath it.

"Ms. Gilmore and Mr. Dugrey, do we have a problem here?" a monotone voice asked and they both turned to the side, Rory's hand still clasped over Tristan's mouth, to stare at their headmaster. He stood a few feet away, eyeing them both disapprovingly.

"No sir." Rory said quickly and then jumped and tore her hand away from Tristan's mouth when he licked it.

"Just having a moment with my girlfriend here Headmaster Charelston." Tristan grinned his infamous charming grin, ignoring Rory who was now glaring at him and wiping her hand off.

Headmaster Charelston raised his eyebrows at the duo, tracking his eyes from their feet and back to their eyes. "Well Mr. Dugrey, perhaps you could show your affection for Ms. Gilmore in some other way then pressing her against the school lockers in the middle of the day since, how is it you kids call it...PDA?... is strictly prohibited in school."

Rory blushed and Tristan smirked, amused as usual.

He had no shame.

"...And since you only have 2 minutes until the bell rings and I believe you both have classes on the opposite side of the school next period, you should be on your way there instead, anyways."

Rory pushed Tristan away from her who in response only laughed, and shut her own locker that was just a few down from her boyfriends. "Sorry Headmaster. It won't happen again."

She managed to blush even more when he himself chukled. "And so you tell me everyday Ms. Gilmore." He said before turning to Tristan who had a proud smirk on his lips, looking even more full of himself than usual. "And Mr. Dugrey, please tell me chivalry is not indeed lost on today's youth. Do carry Ms. Gilmores books for her."

Tristan's smirk dropped and one now appeared on Rory's face as she dropped her books in Tristan's arms. He made a dramatic umph sound and rolled his eyes as he watched her walk away before quickly following her, tucking her books along with his under his arm and shaking his head when he heard headmaster Charleston let out another laugh behind them before they turned the corner.

"As if I don't carry your books for you any other time." Tristan muttered as he fell into step beside her as they headed for the east wing, the halls already clearing out.

Rory turned to him with a cocked eyebrow. "Oh, you do?"

Tristan snorted and then raised an eyebrow and Rory could actually see him tracking through his memorys like files in a filing cabinet. His face was so full of expression at times. That was one of the reasons she had known Tristan had been thinking about nothing but sex just minutes earlier.

That and the fact that he kept glancing at her chest, of course.

"Well there was that one time..." he startsd and at Rory's snort he rolled his eyes and wrapped his arm around her shoulder. "Well I never carried your books before because I know you are a very strong and independent woman and I didn't want to insult you by making it seem like you couldn't carry your own books and needed a man to do it for you."

Rory stopped and Tristan's arm dropped from her shoulders as she stared at him. "You are so full of yourself it honestly baffles me at times." She shook her head.

Tristan grinned as she rolled her eyes and he took a step forward towards her but she quickly side stepped him.

"Oh wait, I totally forgot the discussion that we were having before." A small smirk started making its way to her face and Tristan's grin quickly dropped. "I believe I won."

Tristan opened his mouth to protest but Rory didn't even give him a chance to speak, quickly cutting him off. "Don't even try and go back on it. It was a fair bet. You said you could go two seconds being a normal non sex-crazed teenage boy without thinking about sex and I bet you you couldn't. You asked me out like a normal guy would on a nomal date, you thought about it, you lost. I win. Fair is fair." she finished with an amused grin before walking away, leaving Tristan gaping behind her.

"Wait wait wait!" Tristan called, running to catch up with her again, looking at her shocked. "You're not serious are you? You were right, ha ha. I admit it. Everything reminds me of sex. I have a serious problem. I get it. Okay? I admit it."

Rory smiled. "That's nice that you admit it. But the bet still holds in place. What was it again?" she asked, lifting a hand to rub her chin as if trying to remember. "Oh! If you win you get sex every day for a week.. And if I win..." She played like she had forgotten for a second before smirking up at his horrifid face. "No sex for 7 very long days for you."

Tristan glared. "Wipe that smirk off your face, Mary. You'll never last. You're about as addicted as I am. And I must say, I'm proud of you for that, baby."

Rory rolled her eyes. "Well I'm so happy that little fact pleases you but trust me Tristan, im sure I can go without it for a week. Especially if it means watching you suffer."

Tristan smirked and Rory didn't like the way his eyes darkened, filling with mischeif. "Care to make another bet then?"

Rory folded her arms and looked at him pointedly. "What kind of bet?"

Tristan walked towards her and around her but Rory stayed standing where she was, not moving, feeling his eyes roam her body and knowing he was just doing it to annoy her. He barely left any room between them when he was finally in front of her again, lowering his mouth to her ear, taking a peice of her hair in between his fingers, twirling it. "I bet you I'll have you jumping my bones before the seven days is up."

Rory closed her eyes as his hot breath tickled her ear, almost giving in right then and there but she knew she would never hear the end of it from him and even though she knew she was just as addicted to him as he was to her, her pride just wouldn't let her lose this battle.

"Alright." she agreed, looking up at him with a small innocent smile. "And I bet that i'll have you making a fool of yourself before the seven days are up. The image of you, on your knees, begging like a dog, looks pretty nice." she chuckled when he glared and reached up, letting her fingers brush against the back of his neck before sliding through his hair, pulling his face down to hers and giving him one hot, short, kiss before pulling away, grabbing her books and turning on her heel to walk down the hall. "Games on, Bible Boy."

Tristan glared at her back. "It definitely is, Mary."

Tristan heard her chuckle and then groaned at the way she was purposely walking so the ends of her skirt flew up with every step.

This was going to be the worst week of his life.

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Day 1:

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It's then gonna go through the 7 days of RT torturning each other :)

Let me know what you think!

Later,

Kellie

I know I have a serious, serious problem. But it cannot be helped. :)

I just get these ideas and have to write. Then I wanna share, so I have to post and, well ... that's my excuse.

I posted two more.

-Mutual Understanding.

-Always Be.

&& Right now i'm gonna do a quick breakdown of all the ones I posted over the last couple days. Cause i've got alot of comments like "Didn't see that one coming!". Probably cause I've read way too many books, fics. Watched way too many shows and movies for my own good... so i've seen/read most every cliche imaginable. Therefor, they tend to bore me and I have to add some kind of spice in there. Hence the having to write all these fics. *look* I'm just too big of a sucker for the surprise "Aw hell naw" effect.

Mutual Understanding - You got your typical step sibling fic. The twist? They've been step siblings since they were like 14 and now at 18, are secret bed buddies, even though they loathe each other.

Always Be - You're typical girl falling for the most arrogant, rudest, bad boy around. Twist? He's her ex boyfriend who left town without a word and is now back suddenly. Turning her world upside down, quite literally.

Ten Months - The awesomeness that is the forbidden fruit of teacher/student relationships. Twist - the girls new teacher just happens to be her older brothers best friend who got a job at her school fresh outta college. Even worse? She used to like him, alot, but the age gap obviously wasn't working. But the gap between 18 & 24 is so much different then 12 & 18. :)
 

Adult World is my humor fic. A way for me to get all these funny little thoughts in my head out. It's like Second Hand Soda with the crazy cuteness, only rated M. So I can go a bit father. ;)

High is my FP version of CSA. When I can only go so far with the aready built characters of Rory and Tristan - I can go anywhere with High for the characters are all my own.

Three Words - Well, I don't know what kinda cliche this one is and I don't know what the hell I was even thinking when I wrote it out but I love the ideas swimming in my head with this one. *smirks evilly*

And last but not least. Electric Blue Eyes. I don't expect many people to like this. It's my first venture into more of a deeper drama filled fic. Mystery/Crime. Suspense like no other. A girl's brother was murdered, the people who did it never found and years later she see's someone who triggers a memory and decides to finally figure out what happened to her brother by going into the "underground world" he was in when he was murdered. Gang wars, Drug Lords, Cults, a whole underground crime filled world, and she gets sucked in. Ah, just thinking about it gets me giddy. It's exactly my cup of tea haha. My guilty pleasure fic that i'm writing pretty much for myself. :P

And that's all for now... or for today. For now, i'm going to go delve into Three Words for a while since it seems to be flowing at the moment.

Later!

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Hey people!

Okay, where to start.

I got my computer back! I've missed it. The comp dude has had it since the end of September and apparently he went through hell and back to clean the virus and still save all my files... BUT HE DID! I was so happy, i literally cried, heh. I still have all my pictures and personal stuff and well the only thing you guys probably care about- all my fics! lol. I was elated.

So i've been going over everything, reading through it. Attempting to repost, and post. I am gonna post everything I have actually now. As some of you may have already seen. I reposted SHS and today posted alot of fics over at FP.

-High
-Three Words
-Convenience Store Romance
-Ten Months
-Electric Blue Eyes
-Adult World

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As for CSA. It's annoying for people to say, why give us false hope? Because people ask, over and over to hear something. When I say i'm working on it, then they say i'm giving them false hope or lying. I post small spoilers, and i'm giving them false hope. I don't say anything at all - and i've abandoned my fic and don't care about my readers. To tell you the truth, why would I even waste my time coming here to say i'm doing something if i'm not? If I didn't care I wouldn't even bother. I could just delete all the rude PMs and stuff, no sweat off my back. Ignorance is bliss. But I don't. Cause I really am working on it. It's just hard.

I do try. But it won't come out yet. It will eventually. Inspiration with strike and that will be that.

Thankfully, along with all the other little parts I wrote over the past few months - the ones i wrote spoilers for - since I have my files back I now have all that I had wrote before. Now I just gotta finish it all and peice it all together. But I am trying, seriously.

Yeah, I know it's been forever and sometimes i say that it's coming good... and it really is in that moment. But it doesn't last. I'm not gonna force myself to write and come out with a shitty chap. I coulda did that last time but I waited and waited, a year passed but then I came out with a great chap. An amazing one, in my opinion. And CSA isn't my only fic, obviously.

But i'm trying.

Really.

Try to remember, i'm a reader too. And my top 5 fav fics ever... they've all been discontinued. I know what it feels like to get to the end of a story and it's unfinished. That's the bad thing about fics. Books, you know there's an ending. Fics, you don't. Very few of my fav fics have been completed.

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I'm gonna rant about my shows real quick.

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One Tree Hill sucks. Been sucking for a long time... and then Julian came to Tree Hill. Man, oh, man.

One of the most awesome characters EVER. Def like #2 ever on OTH. (I love Brooke too much, she's still #1 heh.)

He's amazing. He made me like Peyton - when i shipped those two. But then he turned his pretty idiotic charm on Brooke and Peyton was outta the picture.

Brooke & Julian are <3

I still hate Peyton. I hate Pregnant - I'm gonna call my fiance bawling like a loser and use a queer punch line to tell him i'm pregnant - Peyton.

I love that Chad is leaving the show :) Haha, LP :)

*cough*

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Supernatural is AMAZING. Can't believe I didn't religiously watch it earlier. And Dean, uh, i mean Sam - hell - JARED is so hot in it. If only he looked that way on Gilmore Girls *look* But Jensen still beats him out. He's like my #3 fav character ever. Following very close behind Jess Mariano and Brooke Davis :D The show is fucking amazing and i like hardcore ship Dean/Angel girl and Sam/Castiel. *look* I was sucked into the supernatural smut heh.

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Gossip Girl. I'm barely watching. I can't get into this season and the dancing around each other Blaire and Chuck are doing makes me want to rip my hair out.

Yay for them for using Sex On Fire though. Gotta love shows that use great music.

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Grey's!!! MerDer are getting on my nerves. I'm having major trouble liking Mer anymore. I want Derek with someone else *look*

Cristina and Army dude are AMAZING.

Denny needs to walk into the light and keep walking. I think the ghost sex was where I drew the line. ew.

But of course the best of all is.... MARK AND LEXIE!! Oh, how I love McSteamy and Lexie and him are so cute and it's just.. *sigh*

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I decided to watch the Sopranos. It is utterly amazing. Pure genius.

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I think that's all the shows i watch. .... yep.

I'm go do something now. But i thought i'd stop by. :)

As some of you have probably already seen, i reposted CSA. I can't give enough thanks to everyone who sent me/offered to send me copies of my fics. It really meant so much. And i'm happy to be able to have reposted, at least that story so far.

Going through all my chapters again, i realized more and more what I want to do with the next chap. It's going to be a big one for "Tristan opening up" and that's gonna be a hard one but i'm gonna accomplish it even if I have to pull his teeth to talk. Don't look at the screen as if I'm crazy. CSA Tristan is a person all his own. He practically tells ME what to make him say. I swear.

Okay, one teaser? I have a few lines i know are gonna float into the chapter but here's a few. Not exactly in this order and definitely not together:

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"I don't know what I ever did to deserve you."  - Tristan.

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"Well you see love, Tristan's been going around beating up any poor bloke who even looks at him. Not even in a cross way, i mean seriously just looks at him. So i'm asking you for the well being of all of Hartford, talk to the man! I can't even comment on the situation without him pulling out his gun and starting to 'innocently' clean it in front of me. Now, some might think i'm a little out there but I know a genuine threat when i see one and i'm too pretty to die. I'm still young, i still have things to do, redheads to screw. You know how it is." - Finn. 

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"Anyways Rory, he's a very nice young man. His grandfather is always boasting of his accomplishments and how he's already been pre-accepted to Yale! Can you believe it! You two will be at the same school next year already. So I set up a little get together for you two on Saturday, and..."

"No."

"What?"

"Grandma, with all do respect, no. I am not going on a date with..."

"It's William Parker Hallowitz the III, Rory, I said that at least three times already. And why not, may I ask? What reason could you possibly have to not..."

"I have a boyfriend."

"Lorelai, why didn't you tell me. I had no idea. It isn't that Jess boy is it? That boy is no good. No good at all. He's..."

"It's not Jess."

"Then who?"

"Tristan Dugrey. I believe you already know him."

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Of course, that's just dialogue and not descriptions and such but you get the idea. All of it is subject to change though. I change my mind way too much and nothing is ever concrete with me. Especially the last part. I don't know if that's gonna happen just yet. But can you imagine Richard and Emily's faces if it did ;)

Anyways, i'm sorta wary of the net now. Obvious reasons. So don't be surprised when some of my past entries here start disappearing. Anything remotely personal is going. Not that I really talk about personal stuff on here anyways but ... yeah.

I will try and post here regularly though. For I am a person who needs to rant about her shows.

But until next time, Later!

-Kellie

At the end of September my computer crashed. I picked up a virus or something and it died. Life sucks, so I didn't exactly have the money to fix it right away so I've let it go cause it didn't bother me so much not to have a comp. I was planning on getting it fixed when I could and that was that.

Until something strange happened at my job, that invovled something from my MySpace, which is private and really bothered me so I texted a friend and asked her if anything had been going on on my MySpace since I haven't been online in a month only for her to tell me my MySpace was deleted. I was scared, i'm not going to go into detail but the person who did this even went as far as to call my job and tell my coworker to pass on a creepy msg to me.

So yesterday I got on a Library comp and found out that not only had someone got into my MySpace and deleted it, but everything of mine.

Some sick joke to apparently "delete" me from the net. My Myspace, my Facebook, my fics on both sites, my usernames on some other sites ad even my email account. After calling Yahoo! I was able to get it reactivated and get a new password for now but honestly, I have never been more... devestated over this. This was someone's idea of a sick joke, and i was the brunt of it.

5 years of writing, gone just like that.

I think my fics being deleted was the worst part of this by far and I still can't believe it.

I'm going to try and get in touch with fanfiction.net and fictionpress somehow and see if there's a way I can restore this stuff because even at the moment I can't even log in there. I'm not sure if they deleted the account or what.

But I figured I would post this and let everyone know I didn't delete all my fics just cause I felt like it. I was just the victim of a sick joke.

It's the net after all, right? A bunch of sickos. Unfortunatly, THIS sicko is part of my real life too.

Sorry for this, ppl.